December ki aaas....

December Jab bhi ata hai
wo pagli...
phir se beety mosumo'n ki
talkhion ko
yad karti ha
purana card perhti hai
k jis main os ne
likha tha
Main Lauton ga December main

Nai Kapry bnati hai
wo sara ghar sjati hai
December k her ik din ko
wo gin gin ker bit'tati hai
junhi 15 guzarti hai
wo kuch kuch toot jati hai
magar phir bi
purani albumo'n ko khol ker
mazi bulati hai !!!

nahi maloom ye osko
k beety waqt ki khushian
Bohat takleef deti hain
mehaz dil ko jalati hain...
yunhi din beet jaty hain
December laut jata hai
magar wo Khush feham larki...
dobara se calendar main
December k maheeny k safhy ko
mord ker, phir se
Phir se
December ke sahar main
Doob jati hai
k akhir os ne likha tha....
Main Lotu ga December me...

December beet hi jae ga....

Kaha tha ye December mein
hamain tum milne aao ge
Decemnber kitne guzre hain
tumhari raahon ko takte
na janay kis December mein
tumhain milne ko aana tha
hamari tou December ne
bohat umeedain torri hain
barray sapne bikhre hain
pur-nam nigahon mein..
saawan k jo dairray hain
December k hi tohfay hain
December phir se aaya hai
jo tum ab b na aye tou..
phir tum daikhna khudhi
tumhari yaad mein ab kay
akailay hum na royen ge
hamara saath dayne ko..
sawan k bharay baadal
galay mil mil k royen ge
phir itna paani barse ga
samandar seh na paye ga
karo na zidd chalay aao
rakha hai kia December mein
dilon mein pyar ho to phir
maheene saare achay hain
kissi b pyaaray mausam mein
chupke se chalay aao...
sajan ab maan b jaao
December to December hai
December ka bharosa kiaa
December beet hi jaye ga!!

Me Kehti thi....

Me kehti thi me khwabo ka bhala unwan kia rakhu?
Wo kehta tha icy tum xaat ka xindaan keh dena!

Me kehti thi k mere bad kese sans lete ho?
Wo kehta tha khaar sa seenay ko chu kr toot jata hai!

Me kehti thi muje kuch pal to khud me saans lene do
Wo bola tha k Jana! Ic hisar-e-xaat se niklo

Me kehti thi k kia hoga agar ye waqt tham jae?
Wo bola kuch nahi bs ye lamhay sadiyan raqam hongay!

Me boli me kahu k mene dekha kia in ankhon me??
Bohat hi dard se bola, bhula do jo hai aknkhon me!!

Me kehti thi mere sahir k ankhen bolti q thin?
Wo kehta hai tumhen khamoshiyan parhnay ki adat thi!

Me kehti thi mere lehje k shiddat bhool jao ge?
Wo meri baat pe chonka magar kuch b nahi bola!

Me kehti, but kadon me kis tarha din raat krty ho?
Wo bola, but shikan hu me, so khud ko tor deta hu..

Me kehti thi k hum tum khaak thehren ge mohabbat me
Wo kehta han yehi sach hai, na me paras na tu sona!

Me kehti thi ankhon se kohr kab jae gi aakhir?
Wo bola jis lamhy seeny se akhir sans jae gi!

Me kehti thi k chehron me koi apna nahi milta!!
Wo bola k kayi chehray magar apno me miltay hain..

Me kehti thi kinaron pe diye ab q nahi jaltay??
Wo bola k kinaron ne hawa se dosti kr li!!

Me kehti mere angann me koi pair jalta hai..
Wo bola ghor se dekho kahi na xaat ho meri!

Me kehti thi k ankhon me teri ye roshni kesi?
Bohat be sakhta bola, teri rooh tak mene khud ko paya hai

Me kehti thi meri ankhen tabhi mehroon madham c
Wo thoray waqf se bola mere andar basi ho tum!!

Me kehti thi bhala kia pao ge muj se juda ho kr?
Wo bola gum tha tere sath muje ab khud se milna hai!

Me kehti thi chalo ungli pe apne dard ko gin len
Wo bola dard ki shiddat se sharyanen na kat jaen!!

Me kehti thi sunao haal us shab ka jab hm bichray
Wo bola, thi wo esi shab me us shab toot k roya!

Me kehti yad hai us din tere kaandhay pe roi me??
Wo bola aaj tak shanay tere ansu se ghayal hain!!

Suno! Phir tum pe kia guzri wo khwab-e-xindagi kho kr?
Kaha kal apni ankhon ko bohat bejaan dekha hai!

Kaho us ishq ki babat bhala kia had rahi hogi??
Kaha wo ishq jese rooh ka sartaan dekha hai!

Kaho phir se bicharnay ki, tumhen manzoor ye hoga?
Kaha jeenay ki khwahish ko kabi qurban dekha hai!

Kaha mene k kab ye xindagi khushbu lagi tum ko?
Wo bola bekhayali me tuje jab chu liya mene!

Me kehti thi k tum ne doobta sooraj kabi dekha?
Wo bola han teri ankhon ko aksar doobtay dekha!

Me kehti thi koi chehra jo tuj ko yad ho ab tak?
Wo bola ek kanwal rukh pr bohat sahir c ankhen thin!!

Me kehti thi aziyat k kisi lamhay se waqif ho?
Wo bola jis lamhay Jana tu muj se door hoti hai..

Me kehti khwabon k dehleez pe q ab b jatay ho?
Wo bola ic liye k neend ka darwa nahi milta!

Me kehti thi kabi esa hua k neend tooti ho?
Wo bola han usi lamhay, muje jab yaad krti ho!

Me kehti raat k seenay pe sar rakh k me roti hu!
Wo bola han suna hai chaand pichli shab ko roya hai!

Me kehti tere maathay pe duaen likhti rehti hu
Wo bola han muje sansen teri mehsoos hoti hain!

Me kehti thi dharkan ka hai dil se faasla kitna?
Wo kuch pal soch kr bola Khuda aur ek dua jitna!

Me kehti thi lagao aur dua ka rabta kia hai?
Wo bola bs wohi roohon ka jo jismon se nata hai!

Me kehti rooh ko aur jism ko kia jantay ho tum?
Kaha usne, judai jism ki qismat; mohabbat rooh ki qismat!!

Me kehti thi suno sahir, muje tum se mohabbat hai!
Wo bola jaan le le gi lagao me jo shiddat hai!!

Me kehti thi chalo katib se keh k maang ku tumko..
Wo meri baat pr chonka magar kuch b nahi bola!

Me kehti thin teri ankhen bhala q kaanch jesi hain?
Wo bola ic liye Jana k pehlu me tere utrin!

Me kehti thi me shab bhar chand k himrah chalti hu
Wo bola raat bhar taray jabhi jaltay hain bhujtay hain!

Me kehti thi milay jab hum wohi qissa to dohrao..
Wo ankhen mond kr bola bari lambi kahani hai!!!

Me kehti thi kahani ko bhala kis mor pr choren?
Wo bola jab ye do kirdar rishta sans ka toren!

Me kehti thi k hr lamha ye dil me waswsa q hai?
Wo bola tha parindon se b nazuk ye dil tumhara hai!

Me kehti thi k apne aap udasi ka me gosha hu..
Wo bola ghamzda hu me, muje gosha nasheen kr lo!!

Me kehti thi aqeedat kia? ibadat kis ko kehte hain?
Kaha jhukti jabeenon ko, uthtay hathon ko kehte hain!

Me kehti thi jhukti jabeen-o-hath ka talluk bhala kia hai ibadat me?
Wo kehta tha k likhi ja chukin dono pe taqdeeren!!

Me kehti thi hath do apna, jabeen rakh du hatheli pr!
Wo kehta tha aqeedat ye ibadat hi na ban jae!!

Me kehti thi suno sahir ye saray gham muje de do..
Wo bola phir kaho gi ankhon k sab nam muje de do..

Me kehti haan in ankhon me ho nam acha nahi lagta..
Kaha seenay se dukh hon kam muje acha nahi lagta!

Me kehti chalo itna kaho dukh mere banto ge?
Bohat hairat se tab bola, tumhen kis baat k dukh hain???

Me kehi bepanah yaden teri dukh dard hain mera…
Wo bola raah chalti yadon ko q ghar bulati thi??

Me kehti thi tumhari ankhon ko likhnay ki chahat thi..
Wo bola ye afsanay kitabon me hi sajtay hain!

Me kehti thi k nas nas me lahu ka zehar phaila hai..
Kaha ic zehar ka taryaaq hai bs mot k bas me..

Me kehti thi chalo itna to hoga dard ki zanjeer tootay gi..
Wo bola khwab-e-zeest ki tere tabeer tootay gi..

Me kehti thi to kia ye teh hai k mere khwab jhootay thay?
Wo bola han yehi teh hai tumharay lafz jhootay thay..

Me kehti thi sarabi hum thay ya duniya hi dhoka thi?
Wo bola baat itni hai tumhari pyas xada thi..

Me kehti pyas esi hai k darya khud pukary ga!
Wo bola haar jao gi, Suno! Wapis palat jao!!

Me kehti thi k mere bad tum tanha na reh jao?
Wo bola halka-e-yaran bohat hai sath dene ko!!

Me kehti thi bohat mumkin hai ye dukh jaan le jae…
Wo kehta tha tumhen kitna hai dukh me aazmau ga!!

Me kehti thi kaho itna kahan tak aazmao ge?
Wo bola bs wahan tak, jab tum apni jaan se jao!!


Phir uske baad kitni dair tak me kuch b nahi boli….

Leave Out All The Rest....

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shed but I made

I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are